One of the great mysteries of life is that inexplicable, undeniable link between poetic inspiration and mowing the lawn.
I think anyone who has had to mow the lawn on a hot summer day can relate.
I guess it’s not too mysterious. Any activity that engages my hands and/or feet while leaving my mind free can lend itself to literary productivity. Cooking, running, cleaning the bathroom – all have allowed me to practice mental creativity while simultaneously accomplishing a practical task. I guess I just find particular delight in the kinship between getting so “down and dirty” on the outside while ascending the heights of linguistic art on the inside. It’s hard labor either way, and both involve a certain amount of scrabbling ’round in the mud and the roots of things, but . . . at first glance, they are somewhat unexpected bedfellows.
I wrote a lot of poetry – and quite a few songs, blogs, and emails – while mowing the lawn at our North Carolina home. (It’s also a great way to memorize lines, if any of you are theatrically inclined.) Much of my first long narrative poem, “The Witch of Hampstead Heath” (published in the collection Songs in the Gate), was hashed out through multiple trips back and forth across the large backyard.
Almost exactly one year ago – 11 August 2017 – my mowing thoughts took a more sober bent. I had just read an article about the impact of social media on recent generations, and I was both grieved and alarmed at the toll taken by technology – or, rather, by the abuse and misuse of it – on the souls of humankind.
As often happens when I am praying through something weighty, my prayer and meditation began to take poetic shape. Furthermore, as the shape of this work became clear, I began to wonder if the poem might fit in the novel I was about to start writing.
Not only does the poem appear in The Ancient, but it serves an important purpose. What that purpose is, you’ll have to wait and see; but, I give you the poem as a foretaste.
It is a dark poem. It is a dark book – but, to quote one of the characters, “shot through strangely with unexpected light.”
Now, as I spent most of today mowing the lawn (what auspicious timing!), I must away to get in a few editing licks before dinner prep calls. The Ancient cometh!
Starving
We cannot speak without screaming
We cannot love without fear
We hoard all that’s vain and well-seeming
We squander what should be held dear
Recall what you’d like to remember
Forget what you’d rather forget
The Past is a fast-dying ember
The blood of the Future’s been let
To fill the cup of the Present
So gorge yourself on your gains
’Til all that is empty and pleasant
Is the only food that remains.
Very interesting. Most apt. I finished reading your poetry collection . . . Jaw-dropping power!!!
Inspiration truly can come from anywhere! Who knew yard work was so thought provoking!!
Love the poem. Tis timely for today, even after 1 year.
Thanks for the line memorizing tip!!! Mom will put that to use.